I hate to be a burden to people ard me especially my family.
I hate to be so useless ..

Had come to a decission already.
Forgive my selfishness..

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10/30/2010 01:46:00 AM thus; ibuzzed Y

I hope you would see this one day which won't be the day that is too late..

I told Adele that the moment I see you, I will definitely give you one tight slap, I will definitely do so.
However, the moment I saw you, I can't bring my hand down, I really can't.
Even when we reached Kovan & you told me all those stuffs, I still can't bring myself to hit you.. Really can't.

Even though you send me those message & said those stuffs, I still can't bring my hand down.
Everything that I told you are true, not horse behind cannon.. Keeping quiet doesn't meant that it never happen before..

When I bite you & told you that everything is over, my heart break. It really hurts.. Your arm definitely won't hurt as much as my heart do.
Maybe it might seem dramatic that I cried even though it was me who bite you, but..
Ala, I am lazy to type.. All these feelings can't be express out through writing ONLY.

I hope this is not another starting of pain for me. I hope this time round, you are true towards me..

Nothing can break my heart as much as I hate you.

Nothing can touch my heart as much as I miss you.

Nothing can warm my heart as much as I love you.

The moment when you hug me & tell me that you are sorry, it really.. make me feel so.. touch, happy, sad, angry & many many more..

Labels: Does this count as our 18th

10/19/2010 02:23:00 AM thus; ibuzzed Y

Today is 16th, for the past 2 times that we broke up, it was 16th too.
And our day is at 18th. Is these just coicidence? Don't know..
For the past 2 broke ups that we had, we went back together again.. However, it might be hard to say this time.
Remember what I told you yesterday. You abandon me when I am in this kind of state.. cheers.

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10/16/2010 10:08:00 PM thus; ibuzzed Y

You always said that I always make you seems that you are very useless even though I never meant it at all; before & never will.
However, you always left me alone down there when I am at my most vulnerable; seeking no shelter from anyone.

Labels: Am I worth what you are worth in my heart; to yours

10/16/2010 01:00:00 PM thus; ibuzzed Y

I am feeling very very heart-broken.
I am feeling very very disappointed.
I am feeling very very angry.
I am feeling very very sad .
But there is this tiny tiny bit of relieve in every part of my heart.
Maybe this might be the hint for telling us to be the history and start a new story with another one.

Maybe I will regret in the future. Maybe I might feel that it will be a pity for everything to go this way. However, at this point of time, I felt .. idk .. confuse ?
Tears came UP the moment you said those stuffs however I didn't teared at all. It felt tired to cry.. somehow?

awww ~ feel like eatin hokkien hei meee

Labels: iwanna eat hokkien hei meee

10/09/2010 09:08:00 PM thus; ibuzzed Y

Those that are cunning;
aren't scary.
Those that appears innocent;
then are.

-BuzzingBee-

Poh Hong
Mostly known as Bee instead. The one that goes Buzzing and not Crying.
5th July
Proud Cancerian

-BuzzingBee-