After doing so many & suffering so many, I am still your girlfriend only. In fact, I can't even be on the same weigh as your family. If you were to ask me how important are you to me, you are as important as my family or rather, you are already part of my family.
But guess this doesn't applies to you? Afterall, I am still an outsider.

Labels: Getting tired.

12/28/2010 03:11:00 PM thus; ibuzzed Y

Level 1

(x) Smoked A Cigarette

( ) Smoked A Cigar

( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

(x) Drank Alcohol



SO FAR: 2



Level 2

(x) Am / Been In Love

( ) Been Dumped

(x) Shoplifted

(x) Been Fired

( ) Been In A Fist Fight



SO FAR: 5



Level 4

(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person

(x) Skipped School

( ) Slept With A Co-worker

(x) Seen Someone / Something Die



SO FAR: 8



Level 5

( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends

( ) Been To Paris

( ) Been To Spain

( ) Been On A Plane

(x) Thrown Up From Drinking



SO FAR: 9



Level 6

(x) Eaten Sushi

(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook

( ) Been in a Mosh Pit



SO FAR: 11



Level 7

( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship

(x) Taken Pain Killers

(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have

(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By

( ) Made A Snow Angel



SO FAR: 14



Level 8

(x) Had A Tea Party

(x) Flown A Kite

(x) Built A Sand Castle

( ) Gone mudding

(x) Played Dress Up



SO FAR: 18



Level 9

( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves

( ) Gone Sledging

(x) Cheated While Playing A Game

(x) Been Lonely

(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School



SO FAR: 21



Level 10

( ) Watched The Sun Set

( ) Felt An Earthquake

( ) Killed A Snake



SO FAR: 21



Level 11

(x) Been Tickled

( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized

(x) Been cheated on

(x) Been Misunderstood



SO FAR: 24



Level 12

(x) Won A Contest

( ) Been Suspended From School

(x) Had Detention

( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident



SO FAR: 26



Level 13

( ) Had / Have Braces

( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night

(x) Danced in the moonlight



SO FAR: 27



Level 14

( ) Hated The Way You Look

(x) Witnessed A Crime

( ) Pole Danced

(x) Questioned Your Heart

(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes



SO FAR: 30



Level 15

(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud

(x) Been Lost

( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World

( ) Swam In The Ocean

(x) Felt Like You Were Dying



SO FAR: 33



Level 16

(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep!

(x) Played Cops And Robbers

(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers

(x) Sang Karaoke

(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins



SO FAR: 38



Level 17

(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't

(x) Made a Prank Phone Call

(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose

( ) Kissed In The Rain



SO FAR: 41



Level 18

(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus

(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About

(x) Blown Bubbles

( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere



SO FAR: 44



Level 19

( ) Crashed A Party

(x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People

( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading (Ice Blading?)

( ) Had A Wish Come True

( ) Been Humped By A Monkey



SO FAR: 45



Level 20

(x) Worn Pearls

( ) Jumped Off A Bridge

(x) Swore at the teacher, in front of them

( ) Swam With Dolphins



SO FAR: 47



Level 22

(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube

( ) Kissed A Fish

(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes

( ) Sat On A Roof Top



SO FAR: 49



Level 23

(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs

(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel

(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours

(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about



SO FAR: 53



Level 24

( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree

(x) Climbed A Tree

( ) Had/Been In A Tree House.

(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone



SO FAR: 55



Level 25

(x) Believed In Ghosts

( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes

( ) Gone Streaking

(x) Visited Jail



SO FAR: 56



Level 26

( ) Played Chicken

( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on

(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger

( ) Broken A Bone

(x) Been Easily Amused



SO FAR:58



Level 27

( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later

( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one

( ) Caught A Butterfly

(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried

(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed



SO FAR: 60



Level 28

( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone

(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You

(x) Cheated On A Test

(x) Forgotten Someone's Name

(x) French Braided Someones Hair

( ) Gone Skinny Dipping

( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

(x) Tried to hurt yourself



SO FAR: 65



Level 29

(x) Rode A Roller Coaster

( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling.

( ) Had A Cavity

(x) Black-Mailed Someone

( ) Been Black Mailed



SO FAR: 67



Level 31

(x) Been Used

(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs

( ) Licked A Cat

(x) Bitten Someone

( ) Licked Someone



SO FAR: 70



Level 32

( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint

( ) Had sex in the rain

( ) Flattened someones tires

( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on

( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Labels: woa.. 70

12/07/2010 02:42:00 PM thus; ibuzzed Y

刚好我们拥有彼此寻找的好
可惜不太凑巧在错的时候情路上遇到
若不是不忍心看你两难中煎熬
不然我决不肯这样眼睁睁看你重回她怀抱
嘴角勉强撑起了笑也要让你看到最后一丝的骄傲
因为你说说到做到提得起放得下才有男人的味道
我不是不知道没有你的日子会有多么煎熬
就算是我傻得可笑失去当成得到只要能够对你好
我都会做到
你是否懂我的感受
说走却舍不得掉头
我不该爱得太绝
让你我如此难过
为何我爱的一切没有结果

Labels: 煎熬

12/07/2010 02:40:00 PM thus; ibuzzed Y

Nearly fainted just now while going praying with Granny. Scare the hell out of her.. Lols..
Been staying over since Sat & will only return on Fri..
I miss my bed, I miss my blanket, I miss my pillow, I miss my computer, I miss my house, I miss him..

He had been going MIA for days. I understand it when he choose to go MIA within his circle of friends, but me?! Ain't I suppose to be his girlfriend? The one that his should trust & depend on?
Am so dissapointed with him. The few times when I manage to contact him, it only lasted for afew minutes.
Asked him why he don't want to reply my messages.
Asked him why he hung up his house phone.
Asked him why he didn't contact me.
And all his answers for the questions is "I don't know" & "How I know"..

Am really very dissapointed with him..
I tried to help him out as best as I could everytime.
I tried to change my attitude as much as I could for him.
I did so many so many things for him.. I really did change my bad temper & everything..
But all my efforts seems to be going down the drain..

Tired of typing..
Feel so weak all over.. Should I just give up the both of you?
Tired man..

Labels: Giddy spell, is it even a spell

12/06/2010 10:52:00 AM thus; ibuzzed Y

Those that are cunning;
aren't scary.
Those that appears innocent;
then are.

-BuzzingBee-

Poh Hong
Mostly known as Bee instead. The one that goes Buzzing and not Crying.
5th July
Proud Cancerian

-BuzzingBee-